Things I losed (diary)

The day he protested and scolded me for being too possessive,too caring,too protective, that day I too scold myself for being so.
    How can I be too caring for the one who is surrounded by innumberable loving hands.
  How can I be too possessive for the one who is enjoying his freedom over the years.
   How can I be too protective for the one who is already empowered by strong love of his near ones.
How can I try to be try his closest if his he is already the moon for his near ones.
How can a deserted and lonely person like me can make his life special.
   How can a happy soul love a wretched soul.
      That day I losed rights, i losed love, i losed me.